Need some pointers any help?????

Ashley • Im 14 and I own a quarter horse paint named jay who is 17 years old
I have people picking on me and making fun of me all the time and idk wat to do about it anymore...ik im really young in all but theres too much drama and I need a friend. Not many peopld understand me and ive been going through depression but I dont want my family to know and I dont want to go to a councilors either