After learning that my baby had no heartbeat at 8 weeks and my body has no pregnancy loss symptoms I am undergoing a d&c tomorrow. This is by far the hardest thing I have ever done. This decision hasn't come easily. I have waited a week for some kind of symptom and nothing. I just can't bare to hold onto false hope. I want to start healing so we can try again when the time is right.

I'm hurting so deeply inside and hope I find the strength to get through this. :(