And no AF with a bunch of bfn's.. And I don't know what to do in all honesty.

That may sound super dumb, but I don't have a doctor and don't want to go to some random doctor for something that could be super exciting.

I've had a lot of early pregnancy symptoms (fatigue, extra emotional, headaches, lower backaches, mild cramping, nausea, vomiting, heightened sense of smell, food that I normally love now disgusts me).

I keep saying I need to go to the doctor and get blood tests done, but I keep putting it off. And I don't know why, I think I'm sort of scared to loose this little bit of hope that my late period has given me.