I can't get pregnant

Alyssa • We just wanna have a beautiful child together :)
Month after month...bfn 
We have been trying so long. And I've had babies before but this time is different....
It's hard 
And nothing is working 
Af is due on the ninth 
I tested this morning because I have been having promising signs and once again a bfn 
It messes us up every time we see it 
For the whole day we are quiet, we barely talk. We just sit and stare at the walls 
And I know it tears him apart, because I had children from a previous relationship. All we want is a baby of our own. But I don't know if that will happen anymore.