It's almost Christmas and we have been together ten months and counting, but you haven't asked me why I've been spending so much time with my grandma on the weekends instead of sleeping over at your place like always. After I saw what you did to me leaving me alone all night with your dog while you got drunk and high with your friends, I decided to let you just have every weekend to yourself. This weekend while I'm at my grandmas with my friends you get drunk and sleep all day so I don't get to talk to you. It's your loss not mine I hope your realizing this too. That after I do this a couple times that you will start to realize while you text me at 3:30am while I'm sleeping while your up getting wasted on the weekends that you miss me and love me that your going to have to stop and make a choice who do you love more?