Bedrest, Oral Sex..

I was put on informal bedrest due to a tiny bleed weeks ago. Been fine ever since. Just resting. Told no sex. Its been weeks... tonight i just craved intimacy, pregnancy hormones.... i received oral sex, i feel fine and have no symptoms of anything bad. I feel horrible now, am i a bad person? I have a drs appt in a few days and im sure dr was going to clear me, but i feel guilty... we have not had sex at all.