So apparently I did miscarry
Fuck doctors.
Fuck my body.
I was told I was miscarrying 2 weeks ago.
Then my hormone level increased more and more.
Then I started bleeding again.
Now the hospital is pretty sure I did and am miscarrying.
They don't know why my levels increased but they now know I miscarried.
I just announced my pregnancy to my fiance's family. Now I have to call everyone to say I'm not pregnant.
What a fucked up, cruel joke.
I'll be open about this, I had 3 abortions between my son and now. I WASNT ready to be a mom. So they think those fucked me up.
So, it is what it is.
Either way I'm pretty mad right now. Not at anyone or anything. Just mad.
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