PCOS.... I hate you

So I have been on metformin for my pcos for a month now. Today I have to go get blood work done to see if my progesterone levels were high enough to make sure I ovulated.... Turns out I didn't. I am so devistated. I feel like I have no one that knows how I'm feeling. I am so sad. I really thought this would be my month. I have cut carbs and exercising I have lost almost 15lbs in a month. Why am I still not ovulating.... :( I have been TTC for 2 years I just want a baby. I'm so tired or hearing when are you gonna have a baby and I'm so tired of seeing everyone else is pregnant but me...