Discouraged

Well im ending the year with another BFN. Very disappointed. . At the point im ready to give up! Its becoming to much every month to face the disappointment. We have been trying so had for a year now. Dr apt after dr apt round of clomid and nothing. Friends poping out baby after baby. I cry myself to sleep most nights and tonight will be no different. Its zo hard to try ans understand why at 28 years old it is so hard to have a baby! Why my body doesnt " work" the way its ment to. All of the why not me's . Its all becoming to much ..