Hi y'all!

Desiree • Due with my rainbow baby Aug 6th Derik J McMurray
I'm Lilly, my fiancé and I found out we were expecting our little miracle baby on November 30th. We had a miscarriage in early August and it was one of the hardest things we've ever delt with. I was about 6 weeks when we lost the baby and we had already told so many people the good news. It was extremely devastating telling everyone we were no longer pregnant. So we promised each other that we'd save ourselves the heartbreak and keep our next pregnancy a secret until we hit the "safety zone" I'm about 8 weeks and 5 days. I've only had blood work to confirm the pregnancy but won't see my OB until the end of January so I'll be about 13 weeks at that time. We are counting down the days until we get to see our little sweet pea <3 After our first ultra sound we will announce our pregnancy to our family and close friends. This is the biggest secret I've ever kept but it's definitely the most exciting. Hiding my pregnancy is definitely a challenge but my amazing fiancé always knows what to say and do to keep people's minds off of asking why I'm always sick/tired/moody and so on.