I'm pregnant with my third and seriously freaking!

I'm considering terminating because I know this pregnancy is very high risk and will result in many complications for bub and myself. Most likely I'll be on bed rest in hospital from midway through and it won't be fair on my kids or DF. Plus having it will mean having to buy a bigger house and a bigger car which we really cannot afford.

I've always been pro life but I'm really worried that continuing this pregnancy will put so much strain on my body and family that I'm starting to think it really would be the best option. I just don't know how I'd reconcile doing it with my morals.

Has anyone that is/was pro life had a termination? How did you cope with the choice?