Doctor wants to put me on Depo fear of getting pregnant agin

Tatiana • Mother of an angel Carter Alexander Gantt 11/24/2014-1/5/15..TTC my rainbow baby..I❤️ Joseph M. Gantt since 2004
I suffered and ectopic rupture 2 weeks ago and since then my doctor is really stressing me going on birth control since my SO doesn't want to ttc for a year.. I don't want to go on anything cause of fear when I'm ready I want conceive fast because of hormones..my doctor suggested depo and I'm afraid I've heard of nothing but bad things