Bummed

My period was 3 days late (I'm always regular) and I took a pregnancy test but out came out negative. I didn't believe it and still held out hope after over a year of TTC. Two more days passed no period. Today I started my period and not only am I in excruciating pain but it's another month of not conceiving. I'm trying to not be disappointed but I am :/. When will we get our blessing :/