STUCK MOM... #imhumantoo

I'm 23 F in a relationship with someone I've known since I was 14 we have 2 kids. We've been on and off since 2009. Thing is I came out to my mom when I was 15 I love women and I don't want to be with him I want to explore women more I only had 2 relationships with women and loved it. So my problem is I feel like as a young woman and a mother I will be looked down on if I persued a relationship with a woman openly but I want to so bad... I would love some input Plz don't judge me. Thnx