Hoping

im sitting here watching tv. My boyfriend is out with his guys and all i can think of is, i wish i had a baby so i can cuddle and love on him/her. Instead of sitting here wishing i had my baby. Weve been trying for almost 6months and it feels like forever. I cant wait to have my precious baby. To feel him/her in my belly. To see what he/she looks like and acts like. Come on baby 😒😞😒