9 weeks

Approaching 9 weeks. And this is a milestone for me in its self. Even though I have already two healthy children, I'm also a mommy of an angel. I had a miscarriage at 9 weeks during last summer and it was extremely devastating. Due to the fact that I didn't know I was pregnant. I had went to the bathroom with cramps, expecting a period and loads of blood came out. Next came a completely intact fetus inside its sac. When I say complete I mean we could count the fingers (webbed of course) we could see the eye, heart, ear holes, etc. it looked completely perfect. And I couldn't imagine why it just didn't "stay in there". I'm such a nervous wreck this time around I've bound myself to the bed. Self induced bed rest. Just felt like sharing.