Three years tomorrow...
I don't know where to put this, so let me just say that. Three years ago tomorrow my first pregnancy ended in abortion. It took me years of counseling and heavy medication to want to even stay alive. I hate myself every day for the choice I made. I believe my baby is in heaven, where he or she can be held in the arms of the lord. Now I am almost ten weeks with my second pregnancy and terrified that tomorrow I will lose this baby too, as it was the day everything changed last time. I can't think of anything else. I'm afraid it will be my punishment for the choice I made three years ago. Not looking for advice or anything. I guess I just needed to put it out there and I figured this was as large a support system as I'd be able to find.
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