Giving up

So this was my January calendar and I was suppose to get my period three days ago and I havent got my period yet. I tested this morning and it was a big fat negative. This is so frustrating and hard to do. I've been TTC since June 2013 and still haven't got BFP. I give up! I won't be documenting anything from now on and won't bother testing and watching my periods and ovulating days. I'm done!!! I just needed to vent. Thanks