I dont know what to do

I'm so over my pcos, and irregular periods !! Based on my last three periods glow was saying that this was the week to conceive starting Friday . on Thursday I started to spot and it continued to mid day Friday and late Friday I started my period!! I'm so over getting my hopes up .. Telling myself and my DH that this is the week and stupid AF shows up!! Ugh its all so depressing I don't know what to do anymore.... I feel like I can't give my husband the one thing that we both pray for !! Please no rude comments