So sad 😔

Af is due 2/3, hasn't shown her face. I tested today and got a negative BUT I didn't hold very long and I had drank a good amount of fluid before the test. Planning on testing in the mornin with FMU but I don't have my hopes up at all. This will be the 6th month trying. 😔. With my first it took four months, my second one month. I feel like this isn't going to happen for me this time. Send lots of baby dust ladies 😞