Uncomfortable in my own skin :(

So after a year of trying to conceive and 2 miscarriages...... We finally got pregnant with our rainbow baby. I'm 12 weeks and feeling so insecure. I just feel really fat. I imagined myself to be much different in pregnancy. I'm an emotional roller coaster!!! Mood swings like you wouldn't believe! The bloating in the beginning was terrible. Then the acne came and I felt like I was going through puberty again. Not fun :(. Not to mention the nausea and the fatigue ugh. Please tell me I'm not the only one not thrilled to feel so crappy all the time?? I am ready for these next 6 months to fly by so I can hold my baby!! Hoping I start to feel better on the inside as well as out.