Due Date November 2nd, joining so I am not scared by myself

All I read on Glow is chemical pregnancy, miscarriage, and other frightening things. I do not know how to cope with the statics glow releases about miscarriage. I woke up yesterday at 4am bleeding. The bleeding stopped and we grieved the perceived loss of the little blastocyst that could have become our baby. Second picture is test right after bleeding. Later yesterday severe pains began, like a mega period. No blood, just shooting pains making mobility nearly impossible. I drove myself to the hospital fearing ectopic. My Obgyn had left for the day. Here they put me on morphine and ran tests. The conclusion was I have a 128 level hcg. I do not know if that is too little. Despite me asking questions, I felt dismissed. Five hours later I am sent home in the same severe pain, with no answers. All I want is to know if I am miscarry in. The ultrasound showed no tubal obstruction, but no sign of implantation, no sign of a growth in my ultrasound because it is too early. I was told I could be miscarried or not. No answers. I sit here in physical and emotional pain...waiting. I cannot celebrate our planned, much wanted positive because all I read here is "most pregnancies end within three weeks." Should I go ahead and dismiss my pregnancy because they don't want to test rh factors and such until I am eight weeks? I feel like I am about to have my period. I have already been defeated.