I'm out for a while

Jea✨ • 29 years old, happily married. TTC #1
AF came yesterday and I also had a doctors appt. turns out my hyperthyroidism is back and that's why it has been hard to conceive. He said I should hold off until I see a specialist to advice me what to do. I was so heart broken to be told to hold off. Even though I know it's not forever but at this moment I feel like it is. My husband and I are so ready for a baby but I guess my body is not. Anyway just needed to vent a little. I wish you all well and much baby dust