God & my abortion

I guess this is a post for any ladies who are religious. It doesn't have to be any certain religion.. 
I just believe in a creator. And three years ago I had an abortion. I've found it very difficult to talk to God after. My life lately has been on a bit of a spiral downward. 
I guess I just feel like I need to reconnect with God but I don't know how

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