Alright, I'm 17 years old and I lost my virginty at the 12. Not that a wanted to because I was forced (raped) by a relative. When I got to my sophomore year in high school. I dated this guy and 2 months later I had real sex for the first time. Now it's be 8 months since we broke up but we're still friends. Every time we talk about when we had done sexual activity and I never told him that he wasn't my  first. I feel guilty because he doesn't know, well he doesn't but he thinks I got touch sexual never actually raped. Am I wrong?