Ttc #3 with endro

My husband and I have been blessed with two beautiful daughters but are dying to have a boy considering he is his family's name sake! We have been trying for 9 months and nothing. It's to the point of me wondering if my endro hasn't gotten so bad that I can no longer consive. I enjoy looking threw the faint lines so I can be excited for others but seriously wish we could enjoy the journey of even one more pregnancy! Pregnancies are not my friend either lol!! They are very hard on my body always seem to end up with preeclampsia and polyhudomniose ( to much amniotic fluid) but would give anything to be blessed enough to have a boy!!! Is this just me being selfish??