Hello everyone. For some reason, I have been more anxious about having a baby. At first I was more calm. I've been TTC for 4 months. I am in my fertile window. It started yesterday. I just need prayer to calm me down. I want to be back to normal. Reality hit me. My 16 year old is not a baby anymore. I also have a 20 year old. And i want a chance to be a new parent all over again now that i understand want i need to do because I was very young when i had my two kids. Just pray for me please. I know that God hears my prayers and will one day bless me. But i need my patience back. Please pray for me. Thanks.