So, I haven't really been a part of the church for over 2 years. It's just that after I left my home state and the church I grew up in, I haven't really been feeling that sense of family in the new churches I've visited where I now live. I still believe in God (but have been feeling a bit disconnected from him lately), and I try to listen to more Christian music (my car stereo has been on only K-love for almost 2 years now), but part of me still feel like God can use me with or without the church.