Just wanted to let it out...

Im Dpo 10, tested this morning and got a BFN. Since the MC in Nov 14, my hope for a rainbow baby seem to be farther away...I took clomid last round and its still not helping. I guess I need a break, lucky I will be back in my country for a month next month...the more you try not to think about it the more it you will... good luck guys!!