How Do You Stay Positive??

Rosanna
Husband and I have been ttc for 3 years, just had d & c on 1/30/2015. I'm seeing my ob on 4/1/2015 to start fertility medicine, but I just started my period this month. We had sex every day I ovulated, and I'm just losing so much hope and becoming more sad. My husband's so supportive, but he will never know the feeling of defeat, jealousy, resentment, and anger I feel. Any other ways to cope?