I was born in Florida to a teenage mom who placed me for adoption. However, my heart never fully came here. I'm always cold, even on hot days. I'm Haitian and Jamaican and those that say "you're acclimated to the weather here because you've been here your whole life," are a crock of .... I just need SOME newness in my life. I've cut off a LOT of people recently. Like I'm preparing to move. All the naysayers, the doubters, the rude ones, they're out!! The people who just use me for their own self gratificatio, they're out. No more. Not very many of them but still I'm DONE with the negativity. I NEED and CRAVE some positivity these days and want and need it for the rest of my life. 

On May 30th, 2011. Memorial Day. My five and a half year old daughter died as a result of an automobile accident. I was driving the car. It was the first and only accident I EVER caused and she died as a result of it. I was only changing a CD not paying attention to the car, with no taillights, stopping in front of me on the highway, it was too late. My now five, then 16 months, daughter was in the vehicle as well. My oldest had not a mark on her (my youngest had a seatbelt burn on her neck 😭😭) and doctors couldn't figure out what was wrong with her besides a collapsed lung until the pediatric cardiologist opened her little chest. 😭😭. 48 hours before that, my Mommy (adopted never met my bio) had just died from a long time (5 year) battle with breast, lung, and then being diagnosed in January (24, 2011) with terminal brain cancer. She passed 4 months and 4 days after her diagnosis on May 28, 2011.