why cant i love the baby boy in my womb

i feel lonely has this happend to anyone i dont want anything bad to happen to him but i cant love him cause problems with the father i feel like i want hes father to keepbhim when hes born i wanted a bqby more than anything and now i feel like the father doesnt care about me im so sorry to my baby because its not hes fault he didnt ask to come to this world hes in my womb because of me i dont know if i should keep him or give him to hes father to keep and not see again but if anything happend to this baby i would feel really guilty i cant help not feeling this way.