Update to my earlier poll.... I lost my sticky baby!

Looks like I was pregnant, but just lost it. Was almost 5 weeks, got my period today after a week of positive tests! I am heartbroken. This is my second loss in four months! I can't handle this roller coaster of emotions!!! I understand that God has a good reason for this, but it's still so upsetting! 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢