Inadequate

Do you ever feel like you don't add up. Like you are not good enough for your SO like you can't do anything right no matter how hard you try. And it's not necessarily that they have said anything but you just have this feeling. Having a bad day just trying to be cuddly with my fiance who worked all day and it just seems like he is pushing me away. Idk what I did but I have this feeling that something is not right. Paired with the fact that I have no family near by and I am missing family time I am questioning if I am making the right decision being with this person. We have been together for 3 years and are planning on getting married and don't get me wrong I love him with all I have I'm just feeling shut out. Maybe I'm just being emotional due to stress at work and am being snatchy and that's why he is acting that way. But idk what to do. I just needed to get that off my chest.