Miscarriage :(

It truly just hit me, I was between 6 and 7 weeks got my bfp on Saturday woke up on Monday with spotting. It has just now hit. It was our 2nd cycle actually trying. It had just been if it happens it happens for almost 2 years, Feeling very down and out, I think I am just going to stop trying. We had a chemical in February this is just to much. Sorry for the rant, just needed to vent!