I came to my ex bf house last night bc I was having a bad day (I'm pregnant and hormones weren't helping). Was having some suicidal thoughts and he didn't want me to be alone. Well me and his family had some words a couple of weeks ago and today they are having a family dinner. I have literally secluded myself to the backroom because I'm so terrified of what they may say or do. And now all of these emotions are running through me. I'm just so overwhelmed now I don't know how to act!