Lonely

I hate when I feel this way. I feel like I don't have anyone to talk to... I don't really have friends anymore after I lost my little girl. People just think it's better to stay away from me, I just feel sad because I'm always there for people even when I was at rock bottom and I can't get the same... I try talking with my husband but it's not the same as talking with your girls. I just feel so alone. Everyone thinks that Because I'm pregnant again I don't get sad I lost my little girl. I'm so grateful to be pregnant again.. But I miss my little girl so much, I miss the friends I used to have, I just miss my life.