Kissing

I am gonna be 17 in three days and I have never been kissed. Everyone in my school literally has.

I a am not in a hurry or anythin to be kissed, but lately I have been very curious and wanting really bad to be kissed. I am the type of girl where I am not allowed to date and I am very ladylike and for me to glad to someone and kiss them even when they like me back would be very inappropriate. I have a few guys friends, one of them which I like a lot, but their families are the same way. No dating and No kissing and stuff. Very gentlemanlike.

I just don't know what to do I guess.

Just lately I have really wanted to be kissed burning know I can't. Like, what does it dernerser like and why people do it and why it always look nice and stuff... I dunno..