I am devastated. I have a wonderful healthy 5 year old boy. I had a miscarriage before him I was young and didn't take care of my self. It's always been difficult for me to get pregnant. When I found out in November that I was I was pretty excited. In December when I was almost 10 weeks according to my last period I started to spot a little bit and then I started bleeding a little bit more until my doc ordered am ultrasound. We found out that the baby had only grown to 6 weeks and most likely hadn't developed a heart beat. I was heartbroken I had wanted another baby for awhile. But I understood that there was a reason why the baby did not survive. I went ahead and had the MC naturally which in my opinion was the worst experiences of my life. In February I found out I was pregnant again!! I was over the moon I knew there were risks but I was very hopeful. I did everything right I had already been taking prenatals and eating a little better. I thought I was about 7 weeks when we went in for our first sono and there wasn't a fetal pull just a yolk sac, they scheduled another sono in a week and there we saw the heart beat!! I couldn't believe it I was a week and a half early than I thought I was. But there it was my beautiful healthy baby! I set up my 8 week appointment for April 1st. I got a call the day before from my doctors office asking me to come in for a little sono check up deal before my appointment I wasn't thrilled about having to pay out of pocket again for a sono(my insurance sucks) but nevertheless I was excited to see my baby again. I knew that there was something wrong when she asked me if I had still felt pregnant. I had, nothing felt off. I was looking at the screen and noticed there wasn't a little fuzzy heart beat but that the baby was a lot bigger than it was the last time and thought maybe I just didn't see it. I started bawling. She started saying how sorry she was I kept asking if there was any way that it could be wrong. She told me that my baby had died within the last 24 hours. It measured exactly 8 weeks. I am going in this week to have a d&c so they can send it in to do some testing to see if there is something wrong with either of us.