Just want a baby already!!

This process is so frustrating. TTC since December 2012. This week is a year since my second miscarriage. Next month is a year after the due date for my first miscarriage. I look at friends whose babies are nearly one and think 'what if'. We are now at the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a>/ adoption crossroads and I just wish I had a baby already. Sigh.