Ttc after loss

My husband and I are ttc. We lost our daughter in December. I was 37 weeks and 5 days when I was rushed into an emergency c section. We took her off life support four days later when there was no brain activity and no improvement. I'm hoping for a bfp this month but also super nervous because if I get that this baby will have the same due date as my angel baby. They plan to do a c section at 37 weeks if the baby is ready and that will put me having the baby possibly exactly the same day. I'm scared but also hoping for a bfp.