First tcc jitters

So i never thought about getting pregnant before. As a matter a Never really wanted kids. That is until I found out about my lupus. They told me there was a chance I might not be able to have kids. It crushed me, now I long for my mini me. I'm happily in a long term relationship and we are awaiting our blessing. Today was my first test of course it negative but I still have hope. May everyone achieve there goal as well! 👶✨