High probability of Down Syndrome

My bloodwork came back today. The results were "boarder line" that or baby girl would have Down Syndre, but my Genetic's Councelor said that with the thicker NT that there is a high probability. I'm lucky that I have a lot of friends and former co workers who have connections to great resources. I still love my baby girl with all my heart, but now super scared that I won't be cut out for all of this.  We have to decide if we're going to go through with the amniocentesis for a more definitive answer or just let things happen as they will.