In my heart I've Always felt that I would never become a mother.. When I was about 15 I did the necklace over my hand trick for fun to predict how many babies I would have and whether they would be girl or boy. My sister did it first and the prediction was correct, but when it came to me the necklace just stayed still (no kids in my future). I did it once again with a completely different person and it was the same.. Nothing. Now I've been trying to conceive for 4 months and it's almost as if I don't ovulate. I don't get that egg white cm and the opks are always neg.. I'm beginning to believe that necklace trick. I'm losing hope. And to top off my misery my sister calls me "broken" What are your thoughts?..