Really thought this was it...

I'm really starting to feel like a crazy person. From the constant googling, to the pregnancy apps, pregnancy announcement ideas on pinterest, ovulation and fertility calendars, I literally think I've lost it. I have baby on the brain 24/7.

I really thought that this was it... I was pregnant. Still could be possible, but I'm pretty sure I just want another baby SO badly that all of my "pregnancy symptoms" are pms symptoms.

Started spotting a little, poas and got a bfn on Friday (9dpo) Still spotting and starting to get a little crampy, so I'm assuming AF is on her way (11dpo). I'm a little down in the dumps now, so I probably won't test again...refusing to get my hopes up like they have been for 2 weeks+ already. (Who am I kidding?! I'll go buy another test after work tomorrow. Nothing like a little more salt on the wound.)

If my husband only knew, he'd probably have me committed.

Please tell me I'm not alone?