I'm back

Jackie • Mon, May 04 • wife | mama x 3 | life luvah | 🌈 due 1•1•2020

After last months bfn I decided to stop tracking, temping and deleted all TTC apps. The only thing we did differently is use preseed. AF is due Friday and rather than wait I tested this afternoon. It was negative and I am devastated. I just don't understand! What am I doing wrong? What's wrong with ME? I'm at work trying to go about my day, but I really want to cry.