Angry, Upset, mad...ect...

Ugh is it so bad that i hate mothers day for myself?!?! I love all the wonderful mother's around my life & in it, but I'm just not feeling it....Aaaaahhhhh I cried all night last night & to top it off Im in the heart of mother's day, Mexico. It is celebrated at midnight with beautifully orchestrated music all night. First MC in March 2010 just had another February 2015. I seen this & tried to call myself but no such luck. Maybe it's because I haven't really mourned with my SO 😳 I was in Houston & he was in Mexico at the time.