Hurt feelings

So I know I'm pregnant, I know my body and I'm 5 days late with nausea and food aversions and crazy cravings. But I haven't got the positive test yet doesn't really faze me. Anyway my husband and I were playing with our pup today and I jokingly said "how do u feel about being a big brother" to our dog and my husband got all upset saying that we can't afford a baby and this and that which hurt my feelings! I mean we were planning on me going on birth control after my MC in march but he made the decision three times to cum inside of me while I was waiting to get my birth control. I just feel like now when I get the positives I'm going to be the only one happy.. I just want to cry and hide because I know I'm pregnant... I know moneys important but it's not like were in the worst financial situation, he's a technician and I'm a receptionist.. I just don't know what to do.. 😢😢