I'm incredibly nervous, but still keep hope that we will have our rainbow baby. My husband and I tried for years to get pregnant before finally conceiving in April 2013. Everything was going as planned, we waited till I was 12 weeks to tell friends. At 18 weeks we went in and learned the worst...our baby was gone. It took a year for us to heal and feel ready to try again. That was a year ago. We have an appointment with a fertility specialist June 10. I am so nervous. What if they say they can't help? I suppose I am sharing this, to externalize the feelings I have internalized for so long. Is anyone else having a similar journey? What were your experiences?