So I have an ugly vagina...

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I've heard of ugly vaginas before but I never really knew what constituted an ugly vagina. I was curious and wanted to know what was meant by it, so I did some really weird and awkward research and realized that, hey, my vagina is exactly like these ugly vaginas! Awesome. As if I wasn't self conscious enough before (of the smell/taste), I'm sure not happy with my vagina now. I have "beef curtains" as they're called, it's all brown down there (I'm super pale), and I always have ingrown hairs when I shave. I have huge lips too. I'm almost 21, single, and I never want any guy to go down there again. I'm honestly embarrassed that my ex gave me oral that one time (maybe that's why he never wanted to do it again).